After living for myself for 31 years, I finally came to terms with the fact that I don't have it all under control. I would have called myself a Christian, but I wasn't following Christ and I certainly wasn't a disciple. It was then that I surrendered control and gave my life to Jesus Christ.
I quickly felt God tugging at my heart. He gave me a spiritual gift that I was hoarding.
I started serving in the music ministry before becoming the youth worship leader for youth in my local church. I was completely uncomfortable in the forefront, but had to quickly learn that worship isn't about being in the forefront nor is it about my comfort level. It's about getting out of the way and letting the Spirit work through you! I wound up serving in this ministry for four years.
During this time I began writing some original songs. My prayer was for God to give me songs that would minister to people, and while playing covers in worship can be powe...